J MARTIN’S BLOG

December 29, 2008

what am i doing?

Filed under: Miscellaneous — J Martin @ 12:05 am

i don’t know what exact words to use. got something here. like a clash between dream and reality. it feels so real, yet i couldn’t really touch it. maybe im dreaming, but i know im wide awake.

im stuck. it’s a complicated thing. couldn’t describe it in words. indescribable.

i know it sometimes made me happy. sometimes it made me hurt like hell too.

feel like im standing on a balance. push me to the left, i will fell on the left. push me to the right, i will fell on the right. hanging there … don’t know until when im gonna be like this. i fall few times, but some magic put me back on my feet.

maybe im still dreaming …

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