sheetttt … i’ve been wasting my time thinking about stupid things. things that shouldn’t be a problem but now occupying my whole mind everytime. how can i get over it?
i’ve been thinking of getting away. perhaps if i not face it, i will forget it. but it surely will come sooner or later. probably the the best thing to do is to refuse it. i know there will be some consequences. bad consequences. or maybe it can kill me instead. but what other options i have?
perhaps i can start with cutting strings. there will be so many strings i need to cut down. a bunch of network, so it will be hard to get over. probably i’ll end up loosing too many. and i will be damned insted. but what’s the real problem anyway? i was good before it even existed.
im tired of talking nonsense. im tired of making mistakes. and im tired of miscommunications. silent probably is the best solution to all.
silent. then cutting all strings. then keep on going … that’s the plan.
i need to get out from here as soon as possible.