November 8, 2008

am i crazy or what?

Filed under: Miscellaneous — J Martin @ 12:25 am

i must be out of my mind …

i’ve been thinking about some deep stuffs … of why im here, of what im really and why i can’t do anything i like …

i guess this is a kind of out-of-the-box situation although it may not exactly out of the box … maybe im crazy but i think im not that really crazy …

so much to think about, so much to speak about i don’t even know where to start …

someone told me life isn’t always perfect … but i couldn’t understand why we need to surrender before even trying …

but perhaps im only on myself … other people don’t have the same thoughts as mine …

and here comes the other ‘one’ … i thought that maybe i did wrong … but why it feels so good? why i even feel it? is there any right or wrong? if i did the wrong thing, then why im still alive?

i wish i could talk to someone who really understands me … who really i can get on anything, who can really really and really there for me …

but perhaps life isn’t fair …

i know no such perfect thing exists in this world …


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