J MARTIN’S BLOG

October 27, 2008

lost something

Filed under: Miscellaneous — J Martin @ 12:14 am

the weather today is as good as yesterday’s …

played tennis again … it’s everyday now, twice during weekdays – early morning and afternoon …

but i guess i need to slow down a bit this week onward … im kinda guilty of something …

i’ve been sluggish on my works … more play, less work … actually there’s one reason why i don’t really hv the courage to finish my works as soon as possible – i kinda hate to leave this place because i feel bonded already …

well, life here isn’t really heavenly either … but i kinda feel something gonna loose if i leave too soon …

and especially now i made a lot friends, it’s kinda hard to leave them …

if i leave now, i will leave almost half of my whole life and start anew – i’ve been leading an active lifestyle, playing tennis everyday with friends and friends (all are my friends) …

it’s difficult to leave behind so many things especially when you’re bonded to it … or when you got something special of them … material things perhaps are easy to leave but human beings are kinda hard and painful to let go …

i got best friends here …

my previous best friends were all gone (not dead, thankfully) … they were all gone with their lives and families and jobs and their etc …

if only we can have permanent lives where we don’t hv to change or let go of something precious, it’ll be more happier …

i think i need to settle down at somewhere … im not young anymore, so perhaps it’s a good idea to lay down a plan about future now …

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