October 23, 2008

lunch today …

Filed under: Miscellaneous — J Martin @ 12:33 pm

chicken soup (again, and it’s very oily … yucks!) and sauted pak choi … bought from another cafeteria next to that one i bought from yesterday (no other option today, sadly) …. no rice obviously … decided to skip rice … suddenly i lost appetite today … perhaps yesterday rain washed out everything out of me … i lost appetite, i lost courage, i lost spirit … i almost lost everything … worse than yesterday although today the weather is quite improved …

today i feel faking myself … decided to stay longer at office though … catched up with and made a few conversations with friends … paid debt to some too … stumbled upon someone other on my way back to hostel … it’s quite a surprise coz i didn’t expect to see that someone today …

i think i am a bit erratic today … i rambled my speech … unfocused and blurred … it’s felt like half of me went crazy already while the other half just watch myself consciously but helplessly … talk about dual personalities …

probably this really is a sign of some kind of disorders … psychosis maybe … somebody help me …


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