October 19, 2008

vivid dreams …

Filed under: Daily Life, Miscellaneous — J Martin @ 6:23 pm

bad for me i think …

perhaps i got too much detailed imaginations … i get carried away with fantasy world i created myself … i always dreaming day and night and whenever im awake, i will still feel the dream as if it’s really happening to me … the heat, the pressure, the touch, the people … those imaginary things and everything … everything will feel so real …

i wish some of the dreams are real though coz they feel really good … but i know it’s not right coz it will make me further carried away with something not existed … and it makes me distracted away from the real world – which i know is not a good thing for me …

is this a sign of insanity? i think i am still good but somehow i felt as if i am crazy …

but maybe im not that bad coz i still hv the sense of myself … im still well aware of my state …

only that im afraid it’ll get worse and worse …

gotta be ready on something big … 


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