decision decision …

i am stuck …

i am at a junction … i got two roads ahead … one to the left and one to the right … i don’t know which road i should take … the other road seems so nice but i know it will go nowhere … another one is bare with pains and depressions; a real tough road but i know it will bring me to another place …

so im fighting within myself … my body wants comfort and ectasy but i don’t want uncertainty … 

should i choose pains and depressions? i think i can take the hardest way but i don’t know for how long i would endure … 

well … i could take that rough road but i know it will cost me dearly … i know i will stand to loose a big part of my life if i choose that rough road and it will surely costs me some times to recover …

now i know why it’s always hard to make the right decision …