J MARTIN’S BLOG

February 8, 2008

The scary part?

Filed under: Miscellaneous — J Martin @ 11:49 am

I am thinning … which part of my body’s thinning I won’t tell … but it’s kind of scary. A disease? I don’t know but I hope it won’t show sooner coz it’ll probably add up to my self-destruction later. But it really got me and I don’t know how to prevent it …

Now I am trying to figure out whether it does to me really serious or it’s just temporary. Or maybe it’s sign of something more serious? I don’t know.

……..

It’s still quiet here, very few people stayed for this week-holiday, and it got me to till I cannot move out except staying in my room watching movies all day long from AM to AM; i.e. nothing more than continuous movies on my watch. But I think it’s not bad for killing times here, right? Otherwise I am gonna kill myself or gone crazy because of the boringness here.

This should end very soon coz I am getting crazier now …

Hope I wouldn’t be like one of my old friend who have gotten into state of being ‘unstable’ for some unknown reasons. I feel sad for him, but that’s should be a lesson … not to keep too much pressure on ourself ….

Till here for now …

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